i thought that if one day u are leaving... i will be able to let go of u and live happily like wat i use to... but who knows its not that easy to let go of someone whom u love deeply...i had always thought that i'm a brave girl who will never drop a tears for the one i love... but sometimes u just couldn't control your tears... isn't it...

u say u love mi.. but i feel that u love everyone else except mi... perhaps i'm in no position to jealous as i dun even have a place in your heart.. i know that when i leave this sch everythin will change... i thought i will accept the change veri fast... but when i really think about it.. i realise that i couldn't..

how can i forget someone whom i love so deeply.. how can i erase all those happy memories i once had... how can i get use of u not being here with mi... how can i not think of u when u are the one i miss badly.. how can i ever forget u when u makes mi smile when i cry.... then i realise that u had already mess up my life...

if u are really leavin.. i couldn't do anythin.. i can only stand here watching u, watchin u slowly disappear from my sight.... i know i will cry but i believe that i'm still strong enough to cover up my tears in front of u... i know clearly that the day u disappear from my sight i will lose u foreva... u will never be back here in my arms.. never will i appear in your mind... u may even forget who am i.. but i know that u will always stay in my heart......